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Want to quit, hard time accepting that weed is not good for me

2021.11.28 22:50 Unlikely-Marzipan-16 Want to quit, hard time accepting that weed is not good for me

I started smoking weed when I was 18-19, I had never done drugs before and honestly did it because everyone that I knew who smoked was really nice and easy going, something I had a hard time being due to my childhood experiences… so it basically was a bandaid for me and a way to be accepted socially. A lot of big life changes have happened since, namely graduating from university, getting a full time job, officially moving out of my parents house, and joining a 12-step program.
I want to quit smoking weed because weed brings out my inner fears and puts them on the table, in a way that makes it difficult for me to process. I struggle with social anxiety, depression, and anxiety, and while weed is a coping mechanism for me, it isn’t a healthy or productive one right now, at least not the quantity that I am consuming.
However I notice that I am struggling to accept that despite my intentions with smoking it, it does not help me. When I smoke I become extremely self-critical and because of my trauma, has worsened my depersonalization/de realization.
As I type this, I feel that I smoke because even though it doesn’t bring on healthy feelings, I feel more in control of these situations because I decided to smoke, knowing that would happen.. if that makes sense? I’ve experienced lows without weed in situations where I had little to no control, so the weed mimics that but on my terms if that makes sense. It’s sick. I need help.
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2021.11.28 22:50 Dark_CM1699 Seria isso uma dependência emocional?

Na sexta-feira eu fiz um post aqui de desabafo contando sobre uma situação qual estava passando e desde então não tem tido melhora alguma, já fazem 4 dias desde que cortei e perdi o contato com uma pessoa que era bem importante pra mim e diferente do que pensava não tenho visto nenhum pró como pensei que seria quando demos um tempo sem perder o contato. A indisposição é tremenda durante o dia, os pensamentos de vez em quando vem e o pior é na hora de dormir pois fico pensando ainda nessa situação até agora sem exceção sonhei todos os dias com essa tal pessoa seja num sonho aleatório ou lúcido.
Sinceramente não sei o que faço diante isso, não tenho condições alguma de ir a um psicólogo/psiquiatra e o que me restou foi comprar um antidepressivo natural na internet pra ver se ajuda pois não conseguiria nada efetivo sem uma receita em mãos. A questão é, seria isso que eu estou passando realmente uma dependência emocional e como eu poderia lidar com ela sozinho? Sei que é algo errado ter essa dependência mas não sei se chega a um ponto doentil e isso me deixa em dúvida comigo mesmo.
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2021.11.28 22:50 pettyme2018 How well dressed are you when someone flirts with you out of the blue?

70% of the times someone (both men and women) has flirted with me (24 Gay M) in contexts where one would not expect that kind of attention on purpose I have been wearing normal clothes (yet I still gave away a gay allure in my opinion) or I my outfit was really fashionable that day (but never in formal settings where I would have to wear a tuxedo, for example)
The other 30% I was wearing average clothes and could even be mistaken for a straight guy.
However, no one has ever flirted with me at those times when I literally took hours to get ready because it was a formal setting and was wearing a tie and a suit. (And honestly I looked amazing those times).
I am not complaining, because precisely in those situations I was especially unavailable to be flirted with; yet I've seen some other people (mostly female friends) who were being flirted in said contexts.
This is just out of curiosity, so thanks in advance for your input.
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2021.11.28 22:50 pecaninferno12 Where to find weed in Belmopan?

I need help lol
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2021.11.28 22:50 DailyAlyssa Afterlife experiences with Grandpa

I'd love to share my experiences; they are quite recent so still very meaningful for me.
My Grandpa died about 10 years ago. His wife, my grandma later moved in with my mom as she had dementia and needed looked after. Things progressively got worse, and my mom made a habit of "asking" her dad to "come get mom". She had several dreams and other experiences where she communicated with her dad, but grandma just held on. After a while, she gave up talking to him, and he began to then visit me in my dreams. At first I had dreams where he just happened to be there, but as they kept happening, I started to make a point of talking to him when he showed.
Since having these dreams, I started to think about him more often. One day I was watching some show about the afterlife, I don't remember what it was. But someone suggested that if you wanted "proof", to simply ask a deceased spirit to send you something specific. So out loud, I said, "Grandpa, if you're hanging around and can hear me, send me a ladybug." (He called his granddaughters 'ladybug' as a term of endearment). I didn't expect anything to happen, especially since it was winter, so no ladybugs would be around. Later that day, though, my daughter made me a cute little love note and as she was drawing at the table, I got this strong feeling that she would be handing me my ladybug. (The feeling was so strong I was shivering.) Sure enough, she made a little note and the only sticker on the whole page was a ladybug. Thousand of stickers in a folder she could have chosen.
Then the most poignant dream I remember I was walking with my mom at a store, and we got separated. I went down an aisle and Bam - Grandpa was standing there. I knew then that I was dreaming and shifted into a lucid state. I went over to him, and said, "Well, you're here, so what is it you need to tell me?" He said, "I have this baby girl here, and just wanted to let you know." The dream ended. I believe he was referencing their baby daughter that passed away when she was only a few days old. I believe he was telling me that he was there, with others who had passed on, and that maybe he was ready for grandma. I later asked my mom why he would come to me and not her, and she said that she'd given up trying to talk to him since things with grandma were so stressful, so maybe he was reaching out to me instead.
This was about 3 months before grandma died. The night before she died, I had another dream. This time, I was at my other grandparent's house, and when I looked up, I realized I was surrounded by family. Some of them I recognized right away, and others had unfamiliar faces, but I just felt that weird bond that they were also family. Nothing outrageous happened, the dream was just a feeling of being surrounded by happy family.
I believe in an afterlife, and that body and spirit are separate so this stuff doesn't surprise me, but it's still fascinating to have experiences with the afterlife.
Ooh golly, that was long.
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2021.11.28 22:50 ihave3turtles HELP! I have 3 months to study for 3rd year (clinical) finals after doing diddly-squat all year. Tips?

The title pretty much says it all. 🥴
The year covers 6 blocks (GI/Renal/Endo, Cardio/Resp, Peri-Op, Ortho/Rheum, Psych/Neuro, and GP), which the exam will be focused on.
It’ll be 2 short answer papers and 1 SBA paper.
I’ve been going to placement and trying not to zone out during lectures, but my exhaustion by the end of the day combined with a stubborn procrastination streak have landed me in a bind…I haven’t done any proper revision!
Current knowledge: I feel like I know enough to avoid looking completely oblivious during placement, but that’s mostly thanks to residual knowledge from pre-clinical years, and I still manage to look pretty dang oblivious. Generally, I turn up, smile, go through the motions, and waffle my way through any questions.
How would you proceed forward?
Anyone been in a similar position?
Thank you in advance! 👊🏼
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