some negative emotions after one and a half year remote study

2021.11.29 00:28 3tressHugoi some negative emotions after one and a half year remote study

Sorry to spread negative feelings during the exam period, but I just want to find a place to express how I feel these two years.
I was a student just finish high school study and planing to enter the USYD in 2020 February. Unfortunately, the new coronavirus appeared and changed my life for the next few years.
At first, I suspend my first semester study and hoping to go to the campus on second semester. Then I realized that the impact of covid-19 would not end quickly. So I decided to start my first semester of remote learning. This is the first semester of my freshman year. Although everything is done on the computer, it is still very interesting and attractive to me. I was very invested in all the learning, and also got a 77 WAM. It may not be particularly high, but for me, I was very satisfied with my performance in the first semester
In the second semester, I was examined to have a tumor in my body. I had an operation immediately and was hospitalized in the hospital for nearly a month. At the end of the last semester, my performance was not very good, I only got a WAM of 67. Compared with the first semester, it is a big step backward.
Then came the third semester, which is this semester. I realize that my life is getting more and more boring. The same behavior is repeated in my small room every day. Nevertheless, I still try to require myself to complete every task. But a lot of frustrating things happened. I am a student of bachelor of economics and bachelor of advanced study. Using ECMT2150 as an example, at the beginning of the semester, I thought I was doing practice but actually it is a quiz, and I submit with some unfinished questions because I thought attempts are infinite. Furthermore, I made mistakes in the most basic question in the mid-term exam. And during the final exam that just ended, I found the answers and process I wrote on my draft paper was correct, but what I numbers on the paper I upload was really wrong. I wrote the wrong number in the process, but the answer is indeed correct. For example, in the draft paper I wrote 1.01-0.01=1 and wrote 1.11-0.01=1 in upload paper. I guess I will get a big 0 and this is really frustrating. I spent a lot of time on reviewing, but my attention has inevitably dropped compared to my first semester in USYD. I really can't accept the points are deducted because of my mistakes instead of not being incapable of doing it. Maybe a single mistake will not have any effect on my grades, but the frequency of such mistakes is getting higher and higher. This makes me very helpless.
I used to look forward to studying harder this semester to make up for the poor performance last semester. But everything does not seem to be what I planned. A few days ago I heard that international students can go to Australia to study offline, but today I saw that the news may be closed again. The enthusiasm I had a few days ago disappeared again. I will study ECOS2903 next semester. I guess it is a more challenging course because I want to try a honour path. But I really doubt whether my current state and ability can accomplish my goal.
I once thought that my college life should be to discuss problems with my classmates in class. Then make an appointment to eat together every weekend and participate in some meaningful activities. Now I only expect that my college life will not be completely black
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2021.11.29 00:28 saidgsu When was the Quran written?

Hello everyone, I was born Muslim but I am now just starting to actually read and study the Quran for myself, and not just say I’m one because I was born into the religion.
I just wanted to know the specific timeframe of when the Quran was written. I’ve heard some say 5 years, 10 years, even 200 years after Muhammad’s PBUH death. Others say the original Qurans were burned in civil wars after Muhammad’s passing. Others say there were multiple different versions and then a single group of people came together in the 1900s and decided one specific version to be mass printed. I’m just left confused. Could anyone give me the accurate time (with context please) that the Quran was actually written? Thank you.
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2021.11.29 00:28 averagenocturn Is it just me or the FH4 online is not available anymore cause we're on FH5?

Last time I played FH4 was in August, tried playing it today but couldn't play the online modes.
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2021.11.29 00:28 official_legostudios Snowy day in North Carolina

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2021.11.29 00:28 LonelyGamingPotato I remembered something creepy that happened To me as a kid

When I was like 5, I had really bad asthma, and that woke me up a lot in the middle of the night. Because this was a reenlist occurrence, I got in the habit of going out on our front deck without waking up my parents.
So one night 5 year old me went out there at 2 am. THERE WAS A FUCKING WHITE VAN IN OUR DRIVEWAY WITH TWO MEN STARING AT ME IN THE FRONT SEAT. So I went upstairs and told my parents, my mom looked out the window and they pointed at her. She turned away to call the police and when she turned back, they were gone. The police didn’t even find them.
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2021.11.29 00:28 Whails Smuggler Glams

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2021.11.29 00:28 OrganicGas4568 Alcohol and karaoke

I LOVE Karaoke a lot. I look foreword to it every week. Buuuuut there’s one problem …
I have a tendency to drink or drink too much.
I noticed it’s had an effect on my mental health, and also made me gain a shit ton more weight.
How have you guys handled going to bars or doing any activity that involves drinking? How do you manage yourself?
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2021.11.29 00:28 BlackFireOCN First games on labs and what it taught me

Just a ramble here, as I thought it was quite interesting and insightful, but, before I go into the story, I feel it is important to say that I really have ZERO experience on labs, I have no idea where loot is, none of the extracts, no spawns etc. Also, I am lvl 33

Game 1:
Doing a three man, no one else knows labs so it falls on me to navigate. I am going in with the mindset that I will not survive, and the gear will all be lost, so, I planned on going to labs to have fun, rather then worry about loot. I generally run low quality items, but I went ahead and spent way to much on this run. As a team we end up killing someone, find another and we pump each other full of lead, I retreat and end up getting team killed. No biggie. Another team mate goes down, and then final one kills and now I am reading a map navigating him to extract.
However, through out this game, it was some of the most intense Tarkov I have experienced so far. I have grown so custom to, well, customs, that when I was playing I was like a little kid, scared, shitless, with a heart rate through the roof.

Game 2:
Game two I went in with even better gear, because last one was absolutely exhilarating, wanting more of the fight. So, as soon as we spawned I went off looking for the weapons testing room, as I have a key, well, we went off running and in the big open room, we encounter a duo, so we disengaged and ran away, where I ran into another solo player. I was leading the pact, and I just gunned him down quickly but sustained some damage. Teammates go down to prior squad, I am hiding because I have to heal. After healing I kill two raiders and then run at the duo, I felt like a rat walking into the chad light, I end up killing one of them, doing a dance, and finally going down to the other squad member.
While I may have ran into my death, I had such a blast, combat like that is where I have the most fun. This is where I began to realize something, I have been going into these Labs runs with the mindset that I WILL lose all of my gear, and that I just want to play to have fun, which is causing my aggressive behavior and actually finding success in it. So, now onto game three.

Game 3:
One of the teammates got offline, so now it's just two of us. I decided that I wanted to give it my all, I brought in a slick, attack 2, and a bunch of other stuff (still expecting to die and lose everything). At this point, I have not even been running armor class 5 yet, I just do 4, so now with a slick, I am feeling like a chad, we run it to loot, which we did not find successful. However, I did hear someone on stair case, which I rushed and was able to hip fire every shot for a clean easy kill. He had quite a bit of loot, so we were just going to extract and reset, while waiting for the elevator, another player approaches, teammate tries peaking the door and killing him, but gets blasted, and I was unable to help in fear of shooting team mate, once he goes down I decide all or nothing, I full sprint in and just enter a point blank fight with him (probably bad idea, but he was reloading when I entered but almost finished), were my accuracy was spot on, I was going for face but quickly realized it was Altyn so I went down for thorax. Kill him with only taking minor scratches, I loot him, lvl 60 chad with some crazy good gear, loot him, hop in elevator and walk out a happy but frankly a startled man.
Now, I am aware of the many factors that played into these fights, however, when it came down to my decision making and just playing hyper aggressive because I already (mentally) parted ways with my gear, I realized that I was actually doing decent with it. However, the biggest thing I had realized, is that I still have gear fear. I know if I just go in with Mosin I will run and do some dumb things, but when I gear up I always play it a bit safer and slower. If I just had continued with the aggressive play style, I might be better when I am geared up. So, we stop playing labs, and go back to the safety of customs.

I have played quite a few games after this experience, and am making sure I maintain that same playstyle, super aggressive, and always trust my gut, no matter how risky it might be. It then lead me to do scav, where I then everything back into reserve and making it big. End up taking down a 52 with a vpo, take his gun and kill a different squad that rushed me, (lvl 32 and lvl 41) and walk out a very looted man. So, I was right, gear fear has been affecting my play even though I thought was over it. Along with gear fear, overall confidence is much higher. I must say, after playing labs, scared, not knowing the map, and coming out ahead versing much higher leveled players, it gave me a boost in my confidence.
I know this was super long, but it has been without a doubt my "biggest" and most eye opening experience in tarkov so far. So, just wanted to share it. As I feel like these three games have taught me more then I could have hoped for.

I don't know labs map, play some games with expectation to die, chad out and win, boost in confidence, realized I still had gear fear, overcame it, learning to push the limits, now I feel like a true chad in heart.
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2021.11.29 00:28 S-F-G-Inv A shoutout to TGTG who issued a voucher (refund if I had a photo) for my bad food experience! Good to let customer service know!

Be sure to include your photo of the unsatisfactory food you got for an easy refund.
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2021.11.29 00:28 NotoriousPlatypi Does anyone else have the problem of ESPN Fantasy Hockey not counting their goalie stats?

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2021.11.29 00:28 Kweidert My Dad’s place lit up for Christmas

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2021.11.29 00:28 esme543 Melinda's content and being stuck in the past..

I would like to start this off by saying I'm a fan of Melinda.. but some of her decisions lately don't really make sense to me career wise.
Mel being back in New York is just giving nothing If I'm being honest.
She could've posted a Thanksgiving fit on her feed... and posted holiday themed pics and sponsorships leading up to christmas.. but she isn't really doing much beyond tiktoks. I know she does things behind the scenes but these long periods of silence is not it... and really doesn't help her engagement at all. Idk what happened to her and Dima's strutting NYC videos because she hasn't done those in a while and at least in the past there was that.. now she posts on IG once a week or once every two weeks.. like ppl who followed her from THTH will forget her at this rate.
She just seems so unproductive in NYC compared to how productive she was in LA which just makes me more disappointed she's so adamant on not moving. like at least try to network and post regularly in New York..she isn't capitalizing on her platform. Like build your brand in New York if that's where you want to stay. I'm not saying this to nitpick... but like I want better for her.. and it's hard when it doesn't seem she wants better for herself.
Early Post THTH she seemed to have her dreams and goals on her mind and she was super active on socials even though she wasn't posting sponsorships.. and her engagement was through the roof... it honestly seems like she's lost her drive and motivation which is sad to see.
I was super surprised when she bailed on the House of Gucci movie premiere in LA because she wasn't feeling it (likely because of her disagreement towards the end of the trip with peter).. it would've been her first massive premiere event and it would've been great for networking ... and she decided not to go only to regret it later like she shared ....but is she seriously basing her career decision off her emotions. Like I get that it hurts when things aren't okay.. but Like who cares about these men...This is your year. You carried a show .. this is the year to be following your dreams.
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2021.11.29 00:28 BetYouBiteAchip 2nd Darkoath Finished.

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2021.11.29 00:28 workmailman Meaning off

Why would a woman look a guy up and down? Vs just not doing that. Do they sense attractiveness or are they just judging you. Do they find you attractive ENOUGH TO look up and down?
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2021.11.29 00:28 Babbna The stage of football

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2021.11.29 00:28 TransboyMeep Straight t4t relationship

Babe think about it, if when I go on estrogen I lose 1-2 inches of height and I get severe osteoporosis I might be shorter then you and we'd look so cute I'd be your small gf.
Don't worry, your features aren't that masculine/feminine at all! God I fucking wish I had those features though damn I wish trading was possible shit shit damn.
Wow, all of your old dresses are so cute, bring them over I have some hoodies and stuff you might like. I won't wear them again and idk what to do with them.
You want some help with appearing more feminine/masculine? Don't worry I have a ton of advice from the time were I repressed my true feeling around gender and went super hard into gender stereotypes in order to hide from my dysphoria.
I am deeply depressed, I feel rejected by my family in many ways and somewhat physically repulsive. I will never be a real man/woman you should go be with a real man/woman.
That's your deadname? Weird... it just doesn't fit you at all. I can't see you with that name.
*tons of gendered compliments towards one another*
Omg wouldn't it be so cool for us to get married! Think about it, good food. It wouldn't cost too much since most of our families are transphobic and probably would not come. We'd have nice suit/big pretty white dress and plenty of flowers! Also both of us will have been on hormones for many years and have finished all of our transition related surgeries.
Wouldn't it be cool to one day get a house together. We could frolic around with a sweet little puppy and also grow a garden and it we could pick out the cutest furniture! Also both of us will have been on hormones for many years and have finished all of our transition related surgeries.
We should travel one day! A trip to Paris would be so romantic. Lovely food, shopping, the Eiffel Tower. Both of us will have been on hormones for many years and have finished all of our transition related surgeries.
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2021.11.29 00:28 Ornery-Detail A package I received arrived smelling like perfume. I get migraines from perfume. What would you do in such a case?

I always order from a place that i won't name. It arrived smelling like perfume. It always does.
I have mentioned it once and the seller has always been cheery and said how nice the perfume smells and when I've said it wasn't necessary for my order, I've been told that there isn't any perfume sprayed in the box.
i feel bad telling the seller that i want to return the item, it just seems silly to return an item over the smell of it which I know she wasn't intending to make it smell bad, she tried to make it smell good but it just doesn't work for people with sensitivities.
What would you do? Have you ever been in such a situation?
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2021.11.29 00:28 CodeNovaBtw What Is The Worst State You Have Seen A Public Bathroom In?

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